wish me.

my ship is dangerously approaching the bermuda triangle.
it's not because i'm so far away from the harbour.
it's because i've lost the compass.
and all maps are half ripped and smeared with rain.
and rain of other sort.

so i worry too much.
i was familiar with that.
so i think too much.
i was familiar with that.
i'm too indecisive.
i was familiar with that.
i start and and quit too much.
i was familiar with that.

what i was not familiar with is that i was repetitive.
i'm one repititive captain.
like a record.

does that mean i'm music?

i would like that.
i would like to be music.
i would like to enter people's minds.
provoke an emotion.
and then go away but leave a part of me.
i would like that.
i would like others to make me.
to invent me.
to better me.
to perfect me.
to listen to me.
to like me.
to love me.
to be inspired by me.
to learn me by heart.
to come back to me time an again.
to remember me.
to pass me on.

but i would be the work of someone else's hands.
of someone else's idea.
i would like that.

i would like to be a matter flowing through the air.
through the people.
through the world.
i would like to be everywhere.
i would like to be everyone.
i would like to have nothing and therefor have it all.
i would like to be a fraction of the whole.
i would like to be an impression.
i would like to be a glimpse.
i would like to be a spark.
i would like to be breath.
i would like to shine with it all in the dark.